There is something about laziness that is different. It defies itself by helping us actively find a well justified, quite likely believable reason for us to procrastinate something which we could have otherwise loved to do. For the uninitiated, i have just got married in the month of Dec,2011. I entered into a new life with a brand new wife by my side and a new year to look ahead. Unfortuntely, things have not been so smooth on the proffesional front with too many screw-up's happening with out me being responsible for any of those. Oh! well that cannot be fully true, because for every miserable situation that we land ourselves up in, somewhere we are responsible for our misery.
I have always believed that the only person who can make you happy or sad is yourself. If you are getting affected by someone's action and undergoing some mental agony then it is quite likely that you need to help yourself. Well this i realized after i vented out my frustration on someone only to be told the following golden words
"Deepak, you are not having your heart in what you are doing. Obviously, everything around you will look gloomy and you tend to get irritated quite quickly".
I am sure everyone goes through this phase in some or other point in life and when this occurs, it almost feels like you have a golf ball stuck in your throat. You can neither gulp it nor can you spit it out. However, this void in the life needs to be somehow filled. One cannot let time and destiny take its course and just wait. Yeah! that is also a way of life but perhaps the easier way out.
I am doing some introspection of the current upheaval in my proffesional life and also trying to figure out ways to calm myself and go ahead. In my quest to adapt myself to the chaning situation at work and home, i am sure to make mistakes and learn from those. As i fall and get up again, i would like to chronicle my adventures so that someday i look back and reflect upon this journey.
Its my experience that once i achieve a goal, which i know i will ...I take a few minutes to look back and see what i have conquered and how have i have done it; before going ahead. This gives me the strength that i need to conquer the new challenge that stands before me....
I once read...
"Today is the tommorrow, you feared about yesterday".
So all this chronicling activity is only so that when i am done with my goal...i can look back ,see how tough times where , how i worked my way up...
Lets wait and watch...i guess thats the best we can do right now...What say?
